Ups and downs

There's been a lot of ups and downs the past few days. H texted several times mentioning how much he missed me and longed to see me again. I didn't know what to say. It's just happening so fast.

He met me in the city a few days ago and followed me and my cousin around while we were shopping. We met my friend and A later that evening, played pool and had dinner together. There have been a few misunderstanding since we have been texting a lot but they seem to be over now.

He texted a lot and expected replies. I had to explain it to him that we were just dating and I live with 3 other people, I don't live alone.

I have told him we should text when I have some peace and quiet, around midnight! ( It's my summer vacation). It's 00:15 and he is waiting for my sms :D

We are going on a second date this Thursday.

A second double date

There's been texting for a few days now. H called last night and talked for 15 min, wondering if we were actually dating, if I was interested in going out. I said I thought we were dating since I went out with him last week! :p The problem is I don't want to get attached before leaving to an other country for medical studies....

Today we (me, my friend, H and A, my cousin) went on a second picnic. It was fun as expected and the guys enjoyed themselves. My cousin says H is a really sweet and warm person. H mentioned (in the middle of joke at my expense) that I should call him once a week when I'm away for medical studies to assure him I'm alright...I replied with: a text should do it...

H just texted, thanking for the day...

Disappointed..

So I went on a date with him. He talked for over 2 hours and I got really bored. I listened to his life story all over again (first time on the boat) and it was all about his "tough" childhood..I didn't tell him my childhood was way worse than his and I don't sit and feel sorry for my self. He didn't try hard enough to find out any info about me. He just said now you tell something., which I didn't and he kept on talking.....

I made it clear to him that I'm not looking for a serious relationship right now and I'll be moving to an other European country in sep for medical studies.

He texted 11 pm that he misses me! A few messages back and forth and I told him good night. I have never dumped any one and don't know how to do it.

The problem is when we are all four together me, my friend, A and H it's loads of fun. We are good as just friends.